wearing a short skirt and booties isn't such a good idea when it comes to keeping warm...

Wardrobe is important, however I seem to lack the common sense of needing to take care of myself especially when I have a cold or some sort of illness.

After my presentation this morning, senioritis kicked into high gear. I caught up on some of my favorite TV shows online (Castle, love it).

Decided to take a walk around campus and walk back to my apartment with my friend. We both have the same troubles/issues with guys. Funny how empathy is such a strong link.

mini oreos are delicious.

It'll be an interesting Halloween Weekend...maybe?

currently listening to sean kingston's "replay"...
just catchy. no deep lyrics, nothing that resonates with me...it's just a catchy tune.

My recent faves are
- nothing's gonna change my love for you //khali fong's version
- red bean// ""
- moon river
- tear's in heaven // eric clapton
- tidal wave // owl city

For some odd reason I found myself awake at 4:30 am. I went to bed around 11:30 or so...don't know what's up. I find myself just thinking about things...

My last quarter...I'm trying to tie up loose ends and conclude things on a happy note.  I've mended some friendships, but some others I don't know how they will turn out. Other "friendships" I've decided are not worth it and I don't care to be friends with them again. I don't hate them or anything extreme like that, I just don't really care to see them. Hopefully I will learn to have better judgment of character, or just learn to let go of all negative emotions.

It will never be the way it was before because of my feelings for him. It will never be the same because certain things happened. I'm not sure if what happened is good or bad.
Why is it so hard to forget and move on? I just need to move FORWARD, not stay in place.

It's exasperating to see that someone certainly stills seems hung up.
It's awfully selfish of me to say this, but I wish he could just get over his ex...I guess time doesn't really change much. 

how I feel is like the lyrics for "red bean"

[有時候　有時候　我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開　都有時候　沒有甚麼會永垂不朽
可是我　有時候　寧願選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透　也許你會陪我　看細水長流]

I'm not even going to be here that much longer. Last time I counted it was around 40 some days left...

I always feel like I have to stop myself from liking a guy because it will never be. The "never" part could be partly due to my own actions/lack of actions, or they can't meet me halfway...

This sounds more depressing than my current state. Maybe because I only tend to xanga when I'm pensive, which usually means it's somewhat depressing/something that is bothering me...

BUT I AM TOTALLY LOVING LIFE and enjoying hanging around my loveliesssss

goodbyes are hard. I'll deal with that when it comes around.
For time time being, I'm going to enjoy my last quarter as a college student.
Changes are to come.

Until then...
"Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay"